Maybe It's Time

I know I don't write in here anymore, I don't really care to write here anymore... or in general. Things in my family have been building up. My moms crying. My cousin had too much whiskey, he smells of every alcohol... he's usually even tempered. My dog growled at him, big deal, he was protecting my mom who was sleeping. He will protect anyone who's sleeping, or laying down. So my cousin screamed at my mom to tell the dog to shut up... my dog doesn't listen. My cousin is upset because a human shouldn't be treated in such a way, so he made my mom cry. His response to that was "oh ya, make me look like the bad guy. That's a fucking dog! now it's the fucking end of the world! don't try and turn this around on me, shut him the fuck up or i will"... He's lived in the house long enough to know how my dog is and should have let it go, but the whiskey wouldn't let him. Mom grabbed the dog and went into my room, and my cousin went on with his rampage. Great. Yet another family member bites the dust. My family isn't how it used to be my Aunt and one of her daughters doesn't talk to us cause she thinks my mom swore at her daughter. My aunt didn't even have the balls to ask if this was true or not, she just believed her teenage daughter who used to cry wolf when she didn't get her way. I guess karma can come back to you. In writing this I'm sure eventually one of my family members will stumble on this and it'll get worse... but what's it matter if it's already broken? Maybe it's time to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks and just go on your on route. Things are stressful enough without your family fucking up on you. 2010 was supposed to be a good year...so far the only things good that came out of it are the dreams in my head.