Tear Me Apart And Leave Me Alone.

So it's happening agian. that wonderful rush and thrill that is finding another human that has a brain in their head. However sometimes you can be wrong you can actually be very wrong about a person and not really know it until a while later. Or maybe it's not even that you don't know maybe its more like you don't want to let yourself know until awhile later. Using yourself as a sort of cushioning, everyone does it. I love the feeling of someone knew. I love meeting new people who doesn't? I just hate the let down. It's kind of sad in the end really. I really wish that everyone would just be as fun as they were in the begining as they are in the end... and in that case there would be no end, instead you'd have a lifetime friend.

SILENCE.
Is amazing. It can say a mouth full without a sound. It can make a situation more akward, and make you want to die. OR it can brighten up a day and say everything you ever wanted without one peep. At the moment I'm sitting in the silence that makes a minute last for 5days or longer. The shitty feeling, the weirdness.... its there alright, the only thing thats even filling the void at the moment is the sound of a tv thats not really being watched and the keyboard that is only being typed on because i don't know what to say. Talk about akward!